Tuesday 1 November 2022

Title Open For Audience


Despite the fact that romantic love is "wholly celebrated" in both Indian mass media (such as Bollywood) and folklore, arranged marriage continues to account for an overwhelming majority in India. If you have seen the Bollywood Movie, "Vivah", each one of us has enjoyed the feeling of an arranged marriage. I am sharing a small incident from the romantic story of Raj and Meera who are in a courtship period. Like every other couple of arrange marriage, they both are unsure about their decision of choosing each other as partners. In other words, I can say they have just started dating each other. Er. Raj belongs to an upper-middle-class family and he works in an MNC as a software engineer. On the other hand, Dr. Meera is working as an intern (as per the criteria of the final year of college) in a hospital.

So one fine evening, after office hours, Raj offered Meera a Pani-Puri date. She responded affirmatively but with one condition that she will come along with her sister and her friends. Raj thought its okay if it is not a date, he will be happy just to see her. 


 

Raj, Meera, her sister, and her friends met at the Pani-Puri stall in the evening. Since Raj was new to the group, he was trying to make himself fit in the group. Raj was listening and enjoying the conversations of others as it made him nostalgic of his college days, plus he was getting a bonus to see the smiling face of her beautiful Meera. While they were waiting for their turn for Pani-Puri, suddenly a voice of slipping of activa was heard and within a minute many people started to run towards the accident. Some of the group members also started running toward the accident. Generally, Raj avoids going to such places. It's not like he doesn't want to help. He feels that whenever such accidents happen, many people gather around it, one person says something and another something else, and it becomes chaos. And he does believe that among them there is already one person present who can do the needful. If nobody is there to help, then he goes forward. But this time, the first person running towards the incident was no other than his fiancée Meera. Raj and the others started walking towards the place and thankfully nobody was injured severely. There was a lady along with a small girl nearly about 5 years who was sitting behind her mother. The cause of the imbalanced vehicle was due to a cow and a calf.

Meera was trying to console the child by holding her in her lap. Others were looking after the mother and helping her to stand up and look after the vehicle. Some were asking whether the child suffered any injury. Meera was trying to get entangled in the talk to ask the child where she was in pain, but she was crying continuously. The public gradually reduced, Raj did not like to stand there, so he went somewhere.

Now, at the accident place, Meera, her sister, and their group were present. After some time, the child stopped crying and Meera helps her to come out of her shock. Her sister helped the mother and assured her that her daughter is medically fine. The child stopped crying, but she was still sad which made Meera feel pity for her. The next moment, Meera's sister called Meera and passed a bar of chocolate. As soon as Meera gave the child chocolate, the girl has a very big smile on her face. After seeing the happiness of the child, everyone standing around, smiled and was satisfied. Even the mother felt relieved. She thanked Meera and her friends. 

Meera replied, "Your daughter is very lovely." She kissed the cheeks of the child. Finally, the mother-daughter duo went back home and they all went back to the Pani puri stall.


 

Meera sighed, "How scared was the child?"

One of her friends said, "And didi, since so long you have been trying to make her calm but if it weren't for you, how would we do it? Hearing her cries, we were all blank."

Meera said, "And look how easy it was to make her laugh, everyone knows how happy children are with chocolate, but it didn't click to anyone at that time."

Everyone replied affirmatively.

That was the time when Meera asked her sister, "Who brought that chocolate? Her mother?"
Her sister turned her hand towards Raj. 
That was the moment, or we can say it was the spark for both of them. Sometimes small and silly moments help people to make them feel good vibes about their choices.
Meera turned her face towards him and automatically she has a big smile on her face with little tears in her eyes. That tears were because she was happy that what she wasn't able to think about at the moment, her fiancée was able to do that. On the other side, Raj was happy because he was not feeling good as he didn't reach the accident place along with Meera due to his introverted nature, but sooner he realized that everyone has their own role. Maybe it was his role, how to make Meera happy maturely. Like if it was any Bollywood hero, he would have reached the place much before Meera, then he might have rushed the baby to the hospital or something like that, but here Raj realized what was needed at the moment (or we can say after the situation) and went to the chocolate shop and bought it for the child. Raj and Meera both felt that they both are actually on the right path of choosing each other as per God's wish. They both have some roles in life, and when they do it, together they make the people around them happy. 
This incident makes the arranged marriage decision toll to plus one for Meera towards Raj. She started respecting him more.

As a writer, I want to say one line for Raj-Meera,
"You have something, I have something, and together we complete each other."

 




Everybody in their life, for a moment they might have such silly but cute feelings for their partner. So I openly welcome the title from the audience as per their situation and what name you can give to share such moments. I will finalize it as per the audience's choice.

 

 

Sunday 23 October 2022

Jidd



वो कहती हैं वो जिद नहीं करती ...

जब पहली बार उसे एहसास दिलाया के देखो ये तुम्हारी जिद थी इस्लिये ऐसा हुआ...

उसने कहा तो तुमने क्यों जिद नहीं की..
मेरे से ज्यादा जिद करते तो मैं मान जाती ना..

फिर अगली बार वो किया
तो कहती हैं मुझे कुछ नहीं चाहिए तुमसे..

अरे लेकिन मैं तो मांग रहा हूं..
दे कह रहा हूं..

 मैं कुछ जिद कर रहा हूँ ना..

अब केसे ऊसे फीरसे एहसास दिलाए के हैं ये जिद है जो तूने ही कहा था कि तुम करना या मैं पूरी कर दूंगा..

तुम्हारी हर ख़्वाब हर जिद मेरा होकुम है..ये थे तुम्हारे शब्द..


इस्लिये अब पता चला के जिद्द अपने आप में ही एक बवंडर है..

अंत में इतना सब हो जाने के बाद..
 जिद्द ना पूरी करती हो..
फिर भावुक होके कहती हो के ये मैंने क्या किया...

भोली सी लड़की!! 

Friday 11 June 2021

My First Debut Novel: Tiddler To Ripe

 

Hey Readers,
I am so happy to announce that My First Novel is out. I am really thankful to my dearest Family, Friends and God. Last but not the least, no matter how much I thank them, it won’t be worth it because they deserve more than a word of thanks, and they are MY STUDENTS.



I request my readers to read it and give me honest reviews wherever they are comfortable, either on Amazon, Flipkart, or over here in comments.
If they like, kindly share in your network. 


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About the book: Tiddler to Ripe is such a story about this enticing journey that makes one wise, mature, independent, and a true lover. It is the story that helps readers to know How Life teaches maturity. This story shows the chronological life-flow of Malav, who made first-time friends of the opposite gender, about his feelings, about his nature of possessiveness or tolerance. Sooner, inspired by the love story of someone who he counts as an idol, creates the imaginations of his love story. With the going life he finally fell in love and how an emotional person lives his life has been portrayed in this story. As a writer, I feel there is a small emotional person residing in each person of all generations. I feel each and every person will get help to analyze their own life emotionally.


About the author: Hitesh Santwani is a teacher by profession. He lives in Surat, Gujarat. He graduated with a degree of B.Tech in Information Technology from DDIT, Nadiad, Gujarat. He used to write blogs in his free time. With his creativity for short stories, his friends and students give him to push for this first Novel, Tiddler to Ripe. His BlogSpot link is https://smilyhitesh.blogspot.com/.



Thank you ☺️






Thursday 22 April 2021

Microtale- Chapter 3

 

 To read Chapter-1, click here.

 To read Chapter-2, click here.

Chapter-3

I started to introduce her to my friend circle. Just two months before, everything just changed. I was very sure,

"Once we found the person we love, then our attraction towards him/her gets over soon. Every person is eager to love more and in a different way. Have heard that nothing is fixed in this dynamic world and in short span of our relationship it did prove true.  A couple of  weeks back she realized that her first impression for her peer circle was somewhat misleading and  there were many good people in her college. That’s what I explained her in first place but that time her though process was running on a different line, she wasn’t ready to believe me. For her my presence was sufficient to fulfil the world she wanted to live and dream in. Me getting busy with my work and studies was not new but she getting busy with her new buddies was the new-normal. I changed my priorities, my point of view for her. Strange, but now I was sharing “our personal time” with her new friends, her time which  initially was only mine is now in the public domain. This is very common in every relationship. I knew it. It’s okay, I was a very practical person, so I did understand. But slowly, my nightmares started to come to real life. She stopped picking up my call. She stopped replying to my messages. In simple, with time, I started feeling that she actually started loosing my charm and had stopped loving me. But she used to say that it’s only a phase, and me being silly just use to console myself believing her word to word. I know she was not wrong, if she finds new people attractive, more entertaining, what’s her mistake. She was not doing anything purposely, but it was hurting me very much. I knew she was trying her best to find time for me from her tight schedule, but I realized that she was not trying because she wanted to talk but instead, she was trying because she didn’t wanted to feel guilty. She never said anything straight but her dishearten talks, lack of attention and frequent mood swings did made a rough map of her thought process in front of me. Her conscience was telling her that she was doing wrong with me. Some days ago, she said, “You were busy in the past, now I am busy, so what’s the big deal?” She was correct, I was busy initially but I could not just take her words this straight. My brain tried being practical every moment but somewhere in the corner of my heart I knew that she enjoyed more with her new friends than me. And, no matter what I want, I can’t change it. The day before yesterday, I tried to rectify the situation and started by calling her. I was talking to her the whole night, just like days when we were best friends and after a huge stretch, we did spent quality time. She felt the same love for me and it was more than soothing at that moment. 



Every night ends to bring a bright day but the next morning did not appear any nearby to me. The next morning, when she reached her life, her college, she continued her usual behavior. She melted for me only for that particular moment, but soon she figured out what her heart wants. Obviously, everybody likes to hang out with college friends, movie night with girls , night outs etc. I don’t have a problem with her new friends. What was making me furious was her changing feelings. From the very first day I knew that someday this would happen, this is reality and practicality. Its not that we are unaware of this hard truth but yet each heart wants to fall for someone special, risk its own stability just for seeing the other person happy and smiling."

#

I interrupted,

"Hey Sagar, Is there any new guy in her new friends?" 

Sagar, "Does it matter? Jealousy is a temporary feeling; it might give reactions, but not affections. Our love was real and pure. She loves me the same way, crazily and unconditionally. Currently, its not the person is wrong, it's the time. "


I asked the last question,  " Why didn’t you shared your hurt feelings with her? May be communicating will helps you to sort out with her? "


Sagar replied,  "Because today when I met her, everything seems the same except the bond that we had. Initially we use to understand each other’s silence but today even words cant help to comprehend other person’s perspective. I found a very different individual in her, surely she was not my girl. The everlasting smile on her face was lost in the midst and I could see her eyes in huge burden of her own emotions, like a dynamite ready to explode with a single spark. I know she is already confused about her feelings. It is not an  assumption, I knew this already. The last time when we ended up into an useless fight, she did confessed herself. God knows whether it was her anger speaking or her emotions, but the truth is that she doesn’t feel the same way for me anymore. She loved me, but she is feeling guilty as her heart says that it wasn’t love. Her new friends made her happy and did diverted her towards what I always intended to. She seems to be more practical now as compare to the girl I met first. Only the problem is, time has changed me as well. I am happy and contend that she became practical, but simultaneously am sad that I have reached the stage where I’m sobbing and waiting desperately for her time. I had no clue what was haunting me deep inside more, her memories or the happy person I used to be. I didn’t share because she seems to be happy and less guilty because she ended properly though it was not my way of ending. Itni mushkil se to yeh understanding yeh practicality uske andar ayi hai, kaise khud ko weak bana deta uske samne? No, not at all. I will cry for a day or two and will become old Sagar, strict and workaholic type. Nobody fights for their love in the current generation, and here she needs to fight with herself. That’s impossible. Moving On is the correct option here. "  




This way Sagar completed his story and his tears were already dried up. We both stood up and was about to leave.

I hugged Sagar. 

Sagar waved bye to me and said in a confident voice, like a practical guy,

"Its not her fault and neither its mine. But it’s time for us to go on our life paths, individually."

 

 

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Wednesday 14 April 2021

Microtale- Chapter 2

 To read Chapter-1, click here.

Chapter-2


He said, "My Name is Sagar, and her name is Nancy."

#

Sagar said, "I met her a year ago, in this café only. The current situation is the replica of that same day. The only difference is tears were in her eyes and not mine. In her pain, I passed her the  bottle of water and asked with my affection the reason for her sadness."

Nancy replied in a passive voice, "Nobody loves me. I don't have any friends in this new city, and my parents want me to study outside my home town because they feel I am too weak and naive, and according to them the only way I can become strong is by living away from them. But the fact is, I feel lonely and empty. I am suffering from homesickness. I feel depressed. And those hostel girls always judge me. Today they were talking about me, but they didn't realize that I was behind them,listening to their snide comments. I felt awful and angry, but I was helpless and unable to do anything. They think I am selfish. Just a few days before we went on an outing. They wanted to visit the fashion street but I wanted to visit the historical monuments. Since I had no intention for shopping I booked a cab and headed to my site of choice. Later in late evening when we gathered back for dinner, I heard them whispering. Guess what, they tagged me as a selfish girl. Seriously? How can they assume so! "

Sagar, "It's okay, na! Why are you reacting to such a pity thing? Itni si baat k liye koi rota hai kya? And yes, your parents are right. Be practical, Be strong."

She replied with an angry and a disgusted look, "If you want to give a lecture like my mother, go away and then take your water bottle with you.I don’t want to talk to you too."

Sagar, "Okay Baba, I won't give you a lecture…Relax and please have water"

#

In this way, our friendship started, and most of the time, I was her listener and her personal comforter. With time our bond strengthened, but I was a very practical person. I always gave priority to my studies, my work and was goal oriented since childhood. On the other side, Nancy was a very emotional person, pampered and easy going kind of person. She never took her life too seriously. Look at the beauty of nature, a way practical minded person was in ambience of an emotional soul.  She frequently started becoming irritated saying that I was busy but the reality was exactly opposite. The reason for her irritation was not my schedule but her living and  difficulty in adapting to the new city life. I told myself, "If I am a true friend, I need to help her through this transition phase". But I was afraid of the attachment. I always use to question myself, how can someone not fall for such an innocent and lovely person. Soon, I realized that she was really important to me than my fear. Breaking all my personal level barriers, I supported her, tried my best to be with her whenever time permitted. Sometimes I used to fail, but I knew how to make her happy. I was her teddy. I changed my priorities not because it was my friendly duty to help her but because I undoubtedly enjoyed her company. My heart wanted to be with her, all day, all night, in simple every moment. With each passing day it was becoming difficult for me to control my emotions and evenly one day it came out in front of her, and she loved it. Once she said, "Tum bi to meri Tarah emotional hi ho! I love you!" I knew, sometimes, unintentionally, such words come out of the mouth for the sweet moments, but she kept her words a little longer. Whenever I used to call her, she had so much excitement that most of the time, either she used to dance or fall down her bedsides to pick up my call as early as possible. She was mad for me. Initially, I thought her feelings were temporary, so I stopped myself a lot, but I couldn't resist myself when she proposed to me. It was a delightful surprise, and I was damn serious when I accepted her proposal. Her actions, her caring towards me, her love , everything made me fall for her every moment I see her. She was the best companion I could ever ask for me. 

 




I started to introduce her to my friend circle. Just two months before, everything just changed. I was very sure,

"Once we .... 



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Sunday 11 April 2021

Live For Others


Here is my New Blog: Microtale

Listing of All myBLogs are:

1) Law of Attraction




20) Woh Pal





Microtale- Chapter 1

 Chapter -1 

Once, my friend who was migrating to the US, had a flight to board from Mumbai the next day. So he traveled by train the night before. I went to meet him at the railway station. I was waiting for him in the café around 5 am. His train arrived at 5:30 am. It’s truly said; when u meet your friends time just flies. I was meeting him after a real long time so we had a lot to chat over, after all, friends’ opinion matters a lot. We were so indulged in chatting that we hardly noticed the crowd around and soon the bells signaled for the departure. We shared final goodbyes and I and moved out of the station, with slight tears in my eyes, rejoicing the meeting and smiling, and before I could realize anything I was standing in front of my home. As soon as I reached home, I realized that I forgot my cell phone somewhere. It was 7 am. I took my brother's phone, booked a cab for the railway station immediately, and tried calling on my number. Luckily, someone received it but no one was answering me. Instead, two people were talking with each other. I had no option other than to listen to their conversation and to figure out where possibly my phone could have been.




Girl, "Hey Fool, How are you?"

Boy, "I am absolutely fine. How are you?"

Girl, "You only say, how am I?"

Boy, "Different and Confident!"

Girl, "It's a good thing na! I am a practical person, now!"

Boy, "And also Busy person."

Girl, "Initially, you were also busy, a lot. I learned this from you only. You only taught me that being busy is a good thing."

Boy, "Ji."

Girl, "Listen, are we doing the right thing?"

Boy, "If you feel it's wrong, then we won't do it."

I felt they both are talking about sex. I was having weird ideas about where my phone might be.  I reached the platform and ran to the café. I saw my phone under the wallet of that girl, which her wallet might have picked up by mistake. I was about to go towards my phone, but at the same time I also wanted to listen to their conversation, so I stopped at some distance and kept my brother’s phone on my ears.

Girl, "Yes, I feel there is a lot of difference between relationship and practical life. We love each other but I think we don’t have any future together."

Boy, "Ji."

Girl, "Ok then, I am going. Bye, stay in touch."Boy, "Sure, Take care."

I reached the table as the girl stood up. They noticed the phone on the table but before they could react, I rushed to the table and showed my ownership by putting my hand over it. I said in a mild sincere tone, its mine, I happen to forget it in hurry. Both seem to be practical people as per their conversation and their dressing style. The girl went away, I was about to turn but my curiosity was high and I couldn’t resist asking the boy standing next to me,

"Hey, who was that girl, if you don't mind me asking?"

He looked at me. I was in formals as I was supposed to leave for office directly from the station. My outfit might have given him comfort and the impression that I am a reliable person. It looked like he was waiting for someone to ask that question.

Before I could say anything else he loosened his guards and got filled up in tears hopelessly. Tears were rolling down his cheeks like a waterfall. I was surprised, a minute ago, he seemed to be a very practical and robust person, and now he was sobbing like a baby. To comfort him, I bought a bottle of water for him and asked him to calm down.

He asked, "Do you want to hear my story? You are a stranger to me, so even if you judge me, it won't affect me at all."

I replied, "Sure, Go ahead. You can count on me; my friends use to say I am a good listener."

He said, "...


*Chapter -2  will be coming soon.





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Sunday 14 February 2021

Yeh Jawaani Hai Deewani- Avi

 

Avi


Being Honest, Avi is my favourite character in this movie. Because I feel he is the best example for friendship. No matter how much he was hurt, he has a very very big heart. A person who is upset from 8 years from his friend, but not taken more than 8 days to forgive him. It's not easy but Avi showed what is true friendship. I feel he is fighter too. His character always shown loser, but till helpful and supporting to his friends. He has dreams of living together with Bunny, but he felt shattered when he came to know about Bunny's different dreams. He don't want to accept this, but he don't have any other option. Once I feel guilty about him, but then I realized such characters don't need our sympathy, instead they deserve appreciation. I guess the reason behind not able to recognize of Adit's Love towards him is he never grown up from friendship. He was in deep friendship with everyone. No matter how much he was hurt due to Kabir, he didn't miss his success/his episodes. He didn't accept the money from Kabir, he just wish to have spent some quality time with Kabir. He is simple and pure heart guy. If you analyze the end of movie, it was only him who was alone. He made me realize if any person wants to be strong, he can be strong alone. He don't need anyone , neither love nor friend. Though it was last day of his bar, he was standing confidently  and smiling from heart. He was very very Strong and best example of Friendship Like Joey in Friends.

❤

"Saale Apne Dollar Se mujhe Kharid raha hai? Itni Sasti nahi hai Meri DOSTI. Mujhe tere paise nahi chahiye Bunny, Samjha? ... Yeh le daaru pi mere sath."

❤


 

Most of them want to be like Bunny, but I feel director has shown four different characters and everybody has right to chose their life. I really want to be like AVI, best for friends. What about you, my dear friends?

Let me know what you thought about characters of YJHD in comment Section.





Saturday 13 February 2021

Yeh Jawaani Hai Deewani

Bunny


The one who wants to live his life in his own way rather being normal life style of human being. Many person of our current generation loves to live his life like him, but have you really noticed it was not actually easy for him! No matter what life we chose, we face difficulties, we need to pay something for chasing our dreams. Bunny was the one who was unable to see face of his dad who supported him throughout his life. But he wants speed, like he said- 

❤

"Mein life se Raftar Chahta hoon, Pagal pan mein Udna Chahta hoon, Dodna Chahta hoon, Girna bi Chahta hoon, Bas Rukna nai Chahta.. "

❤

 He was actually happy with his decision. He lived the life he want. We all are proud of him. We all are fond of him.  In the end, he got his love also. I feel he is lucky who was able to fulfil his dreams and also got a girl who love him truly almost a decade. But I guess Luck is Proportional to Honesty. 

He was Honest to his Own Heart. He was firm on his decision of chasing his dreams. We all love him. He was not a body builder but he was very very strong emotionally. To melt such a person is not easy, but a girl like Naina only able to bring tears in his eyes, she only make him feels to appeal a moment more, for being in a hug. Oh Bunny, we love you and we are happy that you left your "khudgarzi"   and decided to celebrate your new year with her.


Naina


The one who wants was a very serious medical student, but when she tried once to live a life in a different way, results came out to be a confident girl. Initially she was just a studious girl, but after the trip, she became confident and a very beautiful girl. You know when movie started, she clearly stated that yes after 8 years also, she is still in love with Kabir, but she was not waiting for him. That's the actual love of this generation. If you are in love, then no conditions, no guilt, no expectations, always Go With The Flow. And see the result of God, at the end she was with him. I know in practical life, it seems to be impossible, many of thing its just a movie. But you know what, deep inside, everyone wants this, everyone has fantasy of their own love story and each of one try to be in relationship. Now a days, more than once, but many of them failed and literally move on, but since with time they fall again and after many failed relationship, there is always one relationship in which they finally success, may be it is result of after marriage or before marriage. But once they get success, then they realize what if they have shown the same guts in their first love like Naina. Some people say, love in immature age is just affectionate, but I feel its not for everyone, instead Love in that age is actually a pure one without any practical thoughts. For Naina, it was her first trip without any practical medical career or something, and she fall in love with the guy who was never going to be with her, but she didn't feel anything bad, instead she was happy to accept her feelings. She felt more confident, and that changed her life a lot. Even she never thought of being a friend of Aditi, but her just a single step of going on trip changed her lifestyle, her personality, her confidence, her point of view. I still love her words,

❤

"Yahi ki Subah ho gayi!!"

❤

Aditi



Aditi was the one who was the example of a perfect Move on. She was literally in deep Love with Avi, but with time being she really found out that it's okay if you don't get love from the one whom you love. Yes, you can still be happy with some-one else for whom you are special. She set an example if a person you love don't love you back, it doesn't mean the person who love us , should not get a chance. Every human has a right to be happy and she proudly moved on without finding fault of anyone including the fate. She didn't blame anyone , not even to her fate. Even in friendship, she accepted the friends the way they are. Like Bunny wants to go for his dreams, she just accepted it though it was too tough. And you know positive point of Aditi, she can wonderful power of convincing any of his friends, like she made Bunny to come back to India, she made Naina to feel that some excitement is missing from her life, She has the best Talent which she might not knowing that she has some magic which makes a guy like Taran be confident about himself that he fall for her without caring his own looks. Baki Duniya kehti na Taran ko, k tujse itni hot ladki pategi kya!! She sat an example that if feelings of happiness exist, then nothing else matters.  Even she made Bunny realize that whose company he want. She just help everyone in a way or other. Directly or Indirectly!! She also set an example, if a person is not a lover then also he/she can be best friend. Avi was his best friend till end. 

❤

"Before meeting Taran, I was alright, but after meeting him, I realize I can be happy as well "

❤


Last but not the Least Character, AVI. To read it , Click Here.


Friday 1 January 2021

Happy New Year (Small Moments)

1st Jan, 2020 ,

A boy and a girl started to chat at 12 am and went to sleep around 4 am.

Same boy and girl, 1st Jan, 2021


Conversations are not needed every year, sometimes Greetings are enough to let know each other that we are fine and we both are moving happily along with the time, new day and new year ☺️

Some Silent Words [Unsent Messages]



  







Title Open For Audience

Despite the fact that romantic love is "wholly celebrated" in both Indian mass media (such as Bollywood) and folklore, arranged m...